Drinking From The Sun

What is love?

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, and is your voice caught within your chest? - it isn’t love, it’s like. You can’t keep your eyes or hands off them, am I right? - it isn’t love, it’s lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? - it isn’t love, it’s pride. Do you want them because they know you’re there? - it isn’t love, it’s loneliness. Are you there because it’s what everyone wants? - it isn’t love, it’s loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? - it isn’t love, it’s low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don’t want to hurt them? - it isn’t love, it’s pity. Do you belong to them because the sight of them makes your heart skip a beat? - it isn’t love, it’s infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? - it isn’t love, it’s friendship. Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of? - it isn’t love, it’s a lie. Are you willing to give all your favourite things for their sake? - it isn’t love, it’s charity. 

Does your heart ache and break when they are sad? - then it’s love. Do you cry for their pain, even when they are strong? - then it’s love. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? - then it’s love. Do you stay because a binding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relations pulls you close and holds you there? - then it’s love. Do you accept their faults because it’s a part of who they are? then it’s love. Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? - then it’s love. Would you give your heart, your life, your death?

THINKABOUTITFORASECOND!

lostinmyroom:

I used to get so much joy from this little bird!

When you’re being kissed, do you like it when they hold your face? 

I don’t mind it.

Did you sleep alone last night?

I did.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

Aron Assey.

Last person that texted you? 

Brittany Cogger.

Has anyone ever sang to you? 

Probably Dad once or twice.

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you didn’t do?

Most probably. Or something I did do.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? 

No. That would be very hard.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? 

I would not have a clue. Depends on so many things. 

Do you and your last ex hate each other? 

No. We still talk :) I don’t like abandoning people I’ve been close to.

Are you happy with the way things are going?

NO!!!! It’s breaking me.

Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?

It seems that way.

Are you one of those people who are always cold? 

Nope. Quite the opposite :) My body temperature is generally warm. Even at 3am in the freezing cold!

Ever felt like you’re not good enough? 

I currently do.

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? 

Negative.

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes? 

Many times. Ahh, the curse of blue eyes.

Last thing that made you cry?

One girl in particular.

How was your weekend?

Not a very good one. My mind was very much pre-occupied and currently is.

If someone is interested in you right now, would you like them to tell you?

It wouldn’t have any effect on me. They can go for their life. But I’m only interested in one person and one person only.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?

Not mad, no. But I don’t know what she is at me :(

Confused, Hurt, Scared. I’m afraid

I’ve never been more scared in my life.

Are your parents divorced?

No. They’re very much married.

Are you in a relationship? 

No I am not.

Do you get up at least an hour early to get ready each day?

Haha I get up 10 minutes before I have to leave. Definitely not an hour.

Do you sit down & eat dinner with your family every night? 

Generally.

Would you rather not eat or not sleep?

I don’t sleep anyway anymore. So I’d have to say not sleep.

If you won a million dollars how would you spend it? 

I would probably try and save as much as I can. Probably buy a quality car instead of my shit bomb. Go on a holiday so I can clear my head. Maybe buy my friends and family something.
 

What do you normally drink in the morning?

Chocolate Big M or a juice.

What was the last card game you played?

Quite a while back. Some drinking game

Look at your fingernails, do they need to be cut?

They could be cut. But they’re not long enough to be cut at the moment.

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?

Nah I’ve been very much awake when being with her.

Are you listening to music right now?

I‘m constantly listening to music. So yes, yes I am.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather? 

WARM! I hate the cold weather with a passion. I only like the things that come a long with the cold weather like being able to snuggle up to someone and hot chocolate.

Do you like to cuddle? 

I love cuddles.

Do you like where you live? 

Not really. My house is too big for me.

Have you learned any lessons in life? 

Many lessons from many mistakes.

Is there a person of the opposite sex that knows everything about you?

There’d be about 3 people. But not everrything, just a lot.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?

Saturday night.

Are you a jealous person? 

Everyone is a ‘jealous person’. It’s weather we choose to dwell on the jealousy and let it control our actions.

I tend not to let it. But sometimes it can get the better of me.

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? 

Absolutely heartbreaking.

Will you kiss someone within the next week or two? 

Probably not by the way things are looking :(

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now? 

I would give anything in the world to spend a moment with one girl.

Name what you did yesterday? 

Survived…just.

When was the last time someone told you that they only want you?

Never.

When’s the next time you’ll see your closest friend? 

I might see him tomorrow.

Are you happy? 

No I am not a very happy chap. But I’m not sad either.

More like :|

Are you wearing make up? 

Yeah I’m a cake face.

Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? 

I’ve never really had a doctors appointment. I generally don’t get sick.

This time last year, do you remember who you were dating?

No one.

Last thing you did before bed last night? 

Thought, nearly cried, contemplated, showered.

What’s the first thing you think of when you hear the word caterpillars? 

Butterfly.

When did you last take a picture of yourself? 

Probably last time I got a hair cut.

How many keys are on your keychain? 

2.

What is the most random object on your desk? 

Probably a guitar tuner.

When someone says “we need to talk” what runs through your mind? 

“Okay, calm down. It could be a good thing.”

In the past week have you felt stupid? 

I currently do.

Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you? 

Yes. And they’re slipping away.

When is the last time you had a massage?

Not for a very long time. I could actually do with one at the moment.

What was the last movie you watched? 

The Cable Guy.

What are your plans for the weekend?

The Beautiful Girls Concert (hopefully), 18th.

What is your brothers name?

Nathan.

Are you ticklish? 

I haven’t been tickled in a long time. So I wouldn’t know. But I assume so.

Are you appearing offline on anything? 

MSN.

Is love a strong word, to you?

Very. I never say it unless I mean it.

Have you ever said “I Love You” and not meant it? 

No.

Has anyone ever tried to take your place? 

Yes. They’ve succeeded too.

Do you wish you were blonde?

I used to have blonde hair as a kid. But no, I like my hair the way it is.

Is there any one you can talk to about anything? 

Yes. I have a few people who I can trust like that.

Does anyone call you babe or baby? 

Only a few people.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? 

A lot of things reminded me of someone today. Things always remind me of her.

What does your hair look like right now? 

A mess.

Have you ever had pink eye? 

Nopee.

When you last got dressed, did you put on your bottoms or your top first ?

I put my shirt on first.

Is there something about yourself you’re not proud of? 

Many things.

Do you have a lot of books in your room? 

Yes. I read most nights :)

When is the next time you’ll kiss someone?

I honestly would not have a clue. But it doesn’t look like any time soon. 

Did you have any interesting conversations lately?

A few.

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years? 

Possibly. No one knows the future.

If you could move right now would you? 

Yes.

What do you currently hear? 

Music, the tv, the noise of my laptop fan.

Where will you be in an hour? 

Here.

Does it frustrate you when someone brings up a bad past? 

Yes.

What are you looking forward to next month? 

Nothing really. July is a pretty boring month for me.

Do you think you’ll make a good husband/wife? 

Yeah I’d do alright. :)

Do you believe in love? 
Very much so.